走入三月
走入三月，心裡一直怀揣著瑣碎的心事，不由的讓我的心情泛起莫名的煩躁，所以詔告好友，閉關幾日，閉關的日子，有些忙碌，有些煩躁，家務沾滿了我的時間，偶爾一個人的時候，悄悄的登錄，露個頭看看親親的姐妹們在忙些什麼，那一刻的心裡，快樂充滿了我的心房。
3月16日，被電話吵醒，告知因為日本地震，大家都在搶購鹽，我心存疑心，走進超市，被嚇了一跳，整個超市人聲嘈雜，大家擠得水洩不通，匆匆買了點菜，逃出超市，路上，站著的，走著的，幾乎每個人都在講鹽，我半信半疑，這時南京四姐短信告知，南京缺貨，問我家裡有嗎，唉，怎麼啦，是真的嗎？我心有一絲擔心，是否真實，回家告訴他讓他去買鹽，誰知他開車一去不回，竟然打牌了，唉，算了，我也沒有怪他，本來我也是不相信。晚上謠言識破，虛驚一場，唉，這些人怎麼啦，謠言可怕啊！
閉關的日子，每天仍然是五點起床，一陣忙碌把孩子們趕去了學校，接著開始每天想著都發愁的買菜，看著市場那些每天都吃的菜，不知道該買些什麼，想想有句話說：冬天根，秋吃果，夏吃葉，春吃芽，對了，春天，還是多吃些新鮮的蔬菜吧，於是，買了一籃子素菜，到家，他調侃俺說，我這是在餵兔子。切，能被俺當兔子餵，是你們福分，我開始做飯，摘菜，洗菜，他全神貫注又開始他的斗地主，時不時還得還得給他端茶送水，俺心裡有些許不高興，不幫俺，還得我去伺候他，轉念又想，他一年中也就享受這幾天，算了吧，吃完午飯，他電話一陣陣響起，嗨，這剛下了虛擬大戰，又開始轉入實戰了，下午，收拾完家務，悄悄的登錄，打開了QQ音樂，享受那一刻獨處的時間。晚上，晚飯做好，發個短信給他，
回來吃飯嗎？
回“不”
唉，看來還挺忙，連字懶的多寫一個，俺又繼續在網上閒逛，十點多，孩子們回來，又一陣忙碌，十一點孩子終於安靜，我關了網，上床打開電視，迷迷糊糊俺又給他發短信，回嗎？一會鈴聲想起，不，唉，這人，算啦，隨他吧，俺迷迷糊糊的這一天就這樣過去了。
閉關的日子，竟然不小心，感冒了，兒子說我是缺乏鍛煉，在孩子勸說下，俺開始每天鍛煉，整天在家不運動，猛然運動起來，感覺怎麼有點吃不消，渾身酸痛，兒子特地從同學那借來幾本書，讓我看，還說又能減肥又要精確鍛煉，唉，為了有個好身體，為了有個好身材，俺決定鍛煉減肥，呵呵……不知道能堅持多久。
夜，已漸漸的沉了，窗外傳來，滴答滴答的雨聲，清脆而響亮，這兩天一直被這場纏綿的春雨感染，一直想往外跑，以致我的感冒遲遲沒好，好久沒看到這樣的春雨，春天的雨，好像不是落下來的，是飄過來的。我固執的戀著那聲音，清脆，動情，飄落進我的眼眸。那濕潤的氣息拂面而來，沉寂的心再也經不起春雨的誘惑，心兒被那一線線的雨絲串起，思緒也開始變得悠遠綿長。
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拐角夜話
由圓，我想到人的軀體，想到學生給我的命題作文裡一個叫《拐角》的題目。前幾天我給學生講“文藝復興”和“啟蒙運動”，我提到屬於古典主義的人體裸體藝術，那是文藝復興時期的貢獻。有學生說薄伽丘的《十日談》等很性，我批評他們思想貧乏，了無品位，為何不能想到在性之前加個人字呢。我提到人的理性，乃是通過思考使思想與事物的內在規範趨於統一，那是啟蒙運動的發明，我趁此對一些過於敏感的狹隘眼界痛快地抨擊一通。我提到人體，也提到思想，因此我用思想看人的軀體，發現人的軀體充滿拐角，而軀體的拐角處生長著關節，關節是人體最具有圓球體幾何學的骨骼。圓與拐角便發生了關係。很奇怪，圓滑與棱角，竟然有關係，棱角處是圓滑，圓滑處是棱角，極大矛盾乃是極大協和，此哲理實在玄妙乎玄妙。
我胳膊伸曲复伸曲了幾下，也即實踐了我的發現幾下，復發現，拐角正因為有圓，才成拐角的智慧，拐角處最靈活，靈活處成拐角。我開始嘲笑那個《圍城》裡的方鴻漸。
《圍城》的作者錢鍾書，字默存，妻子常在我面前提到他。妻在我每購書時便說：買書不是本事，看人家錢鍾書，從不購書，卻腹中萬卷書；人家看書就奔圖書館。妻是拿錢先生事激刺我敗壞錢財。妻不會讓我學方鴻漸，一個將婚姻看成圍城的人，他因此成為婚姻的背叛者和施害者。由無婚姻而婚姻，其實是人生的一拐角，這情人節的情人們乘著節日發展愛情，他們該知道，愛情終要拐個角登上婚姻的禮堂。靈活造就拐角，方鴻漸缺乏靈活，往智慧的概念上說，他是缺乏拐角的智慧，他看似聰明，聰明只在嘴皮子上，思想處欠水平。
回到家，靜坐下寫文章，在將拐角與靈活，棱角與圓滑一層變成文字後，頓悟拐角與美亦有關係，拐角與禪宗亦有關係，拐角與我們的學業亦有關係等等，拐角的立意無窮無盡，只要有智慧，只要善於聯想，不把拐角拘泥地僅僅看成冰冷的角，拐角就具有萬象，就可作為我們參道格物至於知的憑藉。萬事物均忌諱一個看死。
拐角具有明月之靜美，也具有動態之美。不久前曾看電影《頭文字D》。我看它不是因為鋪天蓋地的廣告打動了我，我從不為廣告而動，我只信我的思想。我也不是因為主演是正紅如中日的本家姓，我的喜好只根據我的思想丈量出的結論。說實話，我記住了裡面頻繁出現的汽車拐角，從其中我知道了一個叫“飄移”的新詞彙。汽車在飛速拐角時，技術難哉，但飄移的美實在致賽車者於癡狂。它的主題曲將這種拐角的飄移美昇華到人生的角度，使電影在飄移的亮點外增添了一個有意義的亮點，其曲中唱道：“我用第一人稱//在飄移青春//輸跟贏的分寸//計算的很精準//我踏上風火輪//在飄移青春//故事中的我們//在演自己的人生……”歌詞最後是勝利者的美感：雨聲悄悄，風聲蕭蕭。人生美在拐角，電影用虛構的故事闡述真實的哲理。
家裡曾裝修，需要貼瓷片，師傅說拐角處最費工夫，我說拐角處最見功夫，最能裝修出美。我在這裡，想及拐角的裝修，乃在說明，拐角之美在於創造，主權在於我們的雙手和智慧。假如我讓師傅在拐角處馬虎潦草，則裝修必至失敗。美的創造有些時候，如《頭文字D》裡的飄移驚心動魄，但許多時候只需微力，就像裝修師傅多用幾眼丈量，多動手打磨切割，並非難事，無須怯懦。
拐角讓我想到禪宗，為何？禪宗不立語言文字，全在於悟。有一禪宗書，名《景德傳燈錄》，記載一故事，有一人去見大禪師求法，大禪師並無任何言教，而是用棍棒給他當頭一棒，那個求法者便明法了。該書中也有用大喝一聲教人悟禪的。大概“棒喝”一詞來源於此，佛家用語，醒悟之用。對於未能悟得拐角之圓通、之美麗智慧者，無妨也對他一個棒喝，令他開竅，使他發現拐角之靈活之美來，並實現青春的飄移。記得曾給一班上課，當時我頭髮很長，學生關注，我以發育人，遂說了句“長發使人思想飄逸”的話。飄移與飄逸同音兼有相似的意境，俱有思想兼外在灑脫之韻律。我在於告訴他們，人一旦思想達到瞭如仙界的灑脫，則生命便不生澀，則外在有君子之風，思想的修養高於一切，參悟人生是我等第一要務。這方面，禪宗可資我們藉鑑：一聲棒喝。
拐角讓我想到學業，為何？我乃一教師，負擔教育的職責，且文乃學生託付之文，必與學業相關方顯出我應答時的初衷。我們高中生，前面即有一拐角在的，這個叫高考的拐角，如若我們拐得好，則無疑顯出我們人生的圓月之靈、飄移之美。如何拐角呢？不拘泥於失敗，不放棄我們的創造主權，不在拐角處失敗。一哲人說，人生很長，但關鍵的就那麼幾步。高考的拐角必定是這不多幾步中的重要一處。學子們啊，拐出你們的飄移來吧，然後唱出“得意的飄//我繞過山腰//雨聲悄悄”，“得意的飄//再開進隧道//風聲蕭蕭”。
夜深了，月正南，就寫到這裡吧。讓恬謐的月夜祝福我的學生們。
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芳草的體香
一個人背著跟隨自己多年如今已破舊不堪、命懸一線的黑色書包，在人群散去、喧鬧過後的傍晚時分，來到學院旁邊體育場上那塊寬廣的草地上，找了處略微茂盛的草地，扔下書包，對著夕陽，躺了下來。習慣地翹起二郎腿，腿左右擺動，十指交叉抱在腦後，頭枕在硬硬的書包上，仰面看天。這時眼睛似已卸下一整天的倦怠，目光顯得輕鬆適意；這時的天呈淡藍色，有一種柔和的光彩籠罩，看上去便如夢一般，給人無限遐想與回憶。富於情感者的視線總容易從那深邃的、微帶憂鬱的藍天穿透過去，看到自己以前的一些事，這些事這時想來又顯得那麼美，人便慢慢墜入層層的回憶漩渦之中。
我的目光先是投向遠方天際上空，那由落日餘暉散射而成的有條紋的彩衣，在驚嘆的同時不禁作著這樣的假想：如果一位天使穿上這件彩衣那會是怎樣的驚艷動人！然而就在我陶醉在無端的想像中時，霞光卻漸漸隱了下去，彩衣慢慢褶皺，我想像中的仙女也在瞬間花容失色，這讓我十分悵惘。與此同時，周圍一朵一朵的雲彩緩緩扭動著纖巧的身子，不斷變幻成各種形狀，假若你仔細瞧的話，也許天空會有一隻小狗伸著舌頭，搖擺尾巴；或者一匹奔跑的馬，又或者……遺憾的是，我的想像力無法將所有事物描盡。
在我收回望眼時，眼睛無意瞥見，就在離我躺的地方不遠的草地，一隻小鳥不停伸縮著頭頸，躡手躡腳的模樣，在向前探尋躲在雜草叢間的蟲子的同時，時不時警覺似的縮回小腦袋，望望後面是否有陌生物體欺近。當意識到自身不在危險境地時，就繼續往前走去。為它可愛的舉動，我在心底笑了起來。
這時候，又有一隻在草地上低飛的鳥兒吸引了我的眼球。斑斕奪目的羽翼加上翩躚靈巧的舞姿湊成分外惹人憐愛的小生靈，那麼活潑可愛，我想不論誰都不忍心走近去驚動它的自在飛翔、歡快嬉耍。不過，要是我們天真無邪的小朋友見了，興許會因好奇忍不住笨手笨腳地跑過去，想把它捉在手裡撥弄。可我們知道那純是出乎孩子無惡意的友好。這時的我，只希求能夠在她近旁，靜靜注視著，不出聲響怕它驚飛。一切那麼安靜，那麼自然，就如畫裡一般，美極了！
涼涼的輕風拂過草地，從腰間漫過去，身子便如同浮在空氣中，輕飄飄的；一點冷意襲來，蔓延全身，有一種痛快的感覺。耳邊傳來小孩的聲音，尋聲望去，一個男孩跑在前面，一個稍小的男孩在後喘氣吃力的跟著。沿著抓在前面男孩手中的線，視線往上移，是一隻羽毛五顏六色的燕子風箏，在他們之間的上空，舞動輕盈的身子，忽上忽下飛翔，忽而又掉轉方向從我右方滑到後面去了。稍小的男孩在我不經意間走近，稚聲問道：“哥哥，你在幹嘛呀？我在放風箏。”即又走開了。為著他的天真可愛，我在心底又笑了起來。
兩個小孩便繞著草地打著圈兒追逐，他們無憂、歡快的嬉鬧聲經過體育場外圍高樓反射成迴聲，又回來了，盤旋在草地上空，我似乎看得見、摸得到。而它也一直迴旋在我耳際，流連而不肯離去。我的心動了一下。這動了一下的心，彷彿在瞬間甩落了歲月刻劃在上的痕跡，也將生活強加上去的一干歷練統統卸了下來，變得異常輕靈，跟著那聲音情不自禁飛了起來，從那扇緊鎖的隔著過去與現在的鐵門縫隙溜了出去，跨過一座座高的低的山，越過一條條或深或淺的河，讓我吃驚同時有點欣喜的是，它在我小學教學樓旁邊的草地停下了，之後匍匐在草叢間尋找著像是以前什麼時候丟失的心愛之物，它的樣子也同那隻覓食的小鳥那麼可愛。我想笑，可是什麼東西把我的笑堵在喉嚨某處，我有點難受。
我忍不住翻身趴著，將臉埋入草地，像是同心愛的女孩溫存，無數根草刺著臉有點痛又帶點癢，那是她額上初生的鬢髮，我貪婪地吮吸著帶著熱氣的芳草的體香，夾雜一點親切熟悉的泥土氣，迷糊中，便醉了。
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Goods in abundance at Hong Kong Mega Show
Thousand of visitors are expected to flock to Asia's sourcing gala, the Mega Show, in October.
The Mega Show Part 1 will be held on Oct 20-23 and the Mega Show Part 2 will be held on Oct 28-30 at the Hong Kong Convention and Exhibition Centre.
The show is a major trade attraction on the buying circuit in Hong Kong, where for seven days international buyers can source from a large range of export-ready suppliers.
Mega Show Part 1
Since 1992, this trade fair for gifts, housewares, premiums and toys, has taken place annually at the Hong Kong Convention and Exhibition Centre.
This year Part 1 will be in a new format, with product sectors grouped together in separate hall locations, for buyers' convenience.
The grand hall and foyer of hall one will be dedicated to gifts and premiums and hall three will be divided between house wares, toys and stationery.
Festive and seasonal goods from China will be on show in the convention hall, and hall five will contain the best of Asian products.
Nearly 4,000 companies, from Hong Kong, the Chinese mainland, Asia and Europe will be represented at Mega Show 1.
Mega Show Part 2
This showcase of over 1,000 companies from Asia-Pacific and China spans a large range of product offerings including gifts, premiums, home dcor, household products, and garden and outdoors equipment.
Following the successful inclusion of office and stationary items last year, 150 companies with such goods will be back this year and located together in the convention hall.
New for 2010 is a special focus on interiors, with more companies featuring textiles and dcor products for the home.
With a total of nearly 5,000 suppliers and an expected 65,000 buyers across the seven days, this promises to be a grand event.
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Beautiful sorrow
It is a kind of beauty to be ripe, it is a kind of beauty to stay alone, it is a kind of beauty to be lively. And sad, American one too, one hidden feeling truest to reveal, one mood most natural, most true beauty of other style that show. A sad one can assign crowd while being beautiful, can divide size into, everybody will have different sorrow, and sad beauty.
And everybody's life is not all perfect. So, in everybody's life, when being sad more or less. Sad, it is that a kind of baffled one of the soul is miserable, is the deeply moving beauty too.
And in life, unhappy, sad; Because unhappy, sad. Just, a sentimental music, a section of sentimental characters, a sad picture, a section of miserable memory, a touching lens is thin and sentimental, attack in mind silently.
I often cherish a heart which exchanges the sense, along one No. of trials and hardships. Pass by heavy deep anxiety forgotten to destroy family himself, people of earthquake, think; Sentimental to pass by the level and oblique tone of having a broken home with one's wife and children drifting apart; Great huge army rebuilt after coming into the calamity; The soul of the injuries will enter the bright home soon. One every trade sentimental affectionate characters, one worry, hate autumn, sigh with deep feeling, show one can't bear sorrow that touch all without exception spring every year. And this kind of sorrow, but moving one and another sentimental soul like this. It let or it is deep unforgettable, or thin, sorrow continuous that kind,slowly, soak by heart and lungs in slowly, abundant and unconvincing life, the true beauty of life.
I am often liking the quiet one in the afternoon, or quiet night. A piece of music with sentimental song is heard repeatedly, pieces of sentimental characters are read repeatedly, quietly, the sorrow of this scene of giving the heart. Get drunk in the sorrow, consider in the sorrow, realize the true beauty of another other style in the sorrow.
I like sorrow one such, like one withdraw and stand on the defensive quiet first mao for night quietly. The ones that have abandoned everything are tedious, in one such sad mood, let attention be getting calm, putting the numerous and complicated state of mind in order silently. Then, some either dense or light sorrow while living, use the characters in the works, appearance release of Italy, let the heartbeat or feeling of regret, in the sorrow, so silent as to spread, burst forth into the beauty of a kind of ultimate attainment.
I like one such sorrow, like resting on the window alone and listen to the rain. See the rain silk light dance flying upward, it is light and loud to listen to the ticktack of patter of rain, the ones that had a surplus of and held floating with both hands are ice-cold, a silk is thin worries lightly that will emerge from gently too, so intoxicated in a kind of lonely tranquility, it was such pleasure and happy and right unexpectedly.
I like one such sorrow, like walking in the silent side road. Sad in the end after being touching with the wind with leaves to lower the curtain, the mind wanders up and down in the sorrow too, the heart cigarette is sad with that wisp too, in the rumour, drift.
I like one such sorrow, like being moved by some people, something. Like being made full of thoughts and glad among them by the emotion; Like some sentimental songs, can like not extricating oneself while addicted to that kind of sad melodying. Sad, but there is magic power of fathoming so not completely, there is so unparalleled beauty
I like one such sorrow, just like, just get drunk, but not indulge in. Like in the face of sad, with one's own way release trouble of heart that like; It is sad to like appreciating, realize that few life's joys and sorrows in the sorrow. Sad, agonizing, it is sad not to build sedulously; Sad, just the attitude for one life, a kind of truest emotion is shown.
People all say " the optimism is a kind of beauty, " In fact sad, it is a kind of beauty too, a kind of really, most pure beauty the most, is the calm beauty after a kind of blast, it is the calm beauty after a kind of experience, is a kind of true feelings to U.S.A. of the sex, is a kind of ripe beauty! Know how sad, understand sentimental, emotion most abundant, sincerity most warm, mental state the most kindhearted. Sad, it is green leaves in the life, will often intersperse the beauty of life inadvertently. The sorrow will accompany by I at any time, will be accompanied by my injured heart.
Sad, though there is sentimental a little, a little pain, a little is lonely, still with its unique beauty, in life, in the life, are annotating the excellent part in life.
Sad, it is sad to value, on the way of life, the emotion will be rich and colorful definitely, life will be exquisite and beautiful definitely!
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